Dear Daisy,
Merry Christmas my love. It doesn't seem so 'merry' now that we are apart does it? I couldn't wait to dress you up and show you off today. You would have been so pretty in your polka dot dress. You would have been pretty in anything. I'm really trying not to be so sad today. Afterall, Jesus was born today. I should be celebrating. It just takes all of Mommy's energy to keep it together. To not scream and cry. I shouldn't be so angry. But sometimes I just can't help it. I shouldn't have to go to a cemetery on Christmas to go visit my daughter. This shouldn't be our lives. It feels like a nightmare sometimes. I love you and Daddy loves you so very much too. Watch over Mommy and Daddy angel.
Love you always and forever,
Your Mommy
Lauren
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